Baby Loss, Daily, Joshua

Surviving

I feel like this week is going to suffocate me. I see those dates on my calendar and I just want to hide under the covers until March.

I’ve been feeling these days coming for weeks. Now they are here.

How exactly do you honor your child’s 2nd birthday when he is not here to celebrate it?

So far the fear and dread of this year feels worse than last.

It’s like getting to know Madeline has only further shown me exactly what we missed with Joshua.

Dear Lord,

Just get me through these next few days.

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